Hi. My stream of conscious says I'm.. just.. fine..... but have I lost my stream of conscious? Bla bla bla. Let's do a test. I'm going to just say whateva's on my FUCKING mind. I used to not be able to stop my fingers from moving. Always something on my mind, always something to try and understand. But now that I understand that I can never understand my mental enemy has grown so tiny I just don't care to listen anymore. Shhh I'm smoking grass. Don't tell the feds because I could get into a little bit of trouble. I really do hate the idea of cops. I don't hate them as individuals... but pull that beast up behind me with its beady red eyes and I can't help but see the darker side to this place. Things that have been on my mind recently:
Why do we feel this need to control our surroundings? Everything in its perfect place. I wonder, am I intact? Well... I am digesting. Wow. I have an inkling for some back stretches. UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Have to close this now. can't. eyes turn everything into tiny tiny tiny spots of light. mmmmmmatter?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
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